I saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and I could do anything I wanted. - Kerouac

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I lived in a good climate...



"I lived in a good climate, and it bores the hell out of me. I like weather rather than climate." - John Steinbeck

 

I'm so excited to have my car so I can explore Colorado. Driving back from Denver yesterday, headed North in the sunshine, was the greatest feeling ever. Just knowing that I now am able to get to go places, and that I really am independent. It's a good feeling. I'm excited for second semester, although I know it is going to be pretty tough.
Mondays: French, Calculus, Journalism, Chemistry
Tuesday: French, Calculus, Chem lab
Wednesday: French, Calculus, Journalism, Chemistry
Thursday: French, Chemistry
Friday: French, Calculus, Journalism, Chemistry.
Even thought that's a pretty steep schedule, the good news is that my earliest class is at 10am, and every day I am done by 3pm, except Tuesdays, when I have a three hour chemistry lab. Yuck. But none-the-less, I'm looking forward to the challenge, and not having to be at class till 10am. I'm glad we have tomorrow off because I certainly haven't unpacked yet, and I have lots of little errands to run and catch up on. Plus I want to go to the movies tonight. Haha, we will see what happens. I've got to shower and change out of my pajamas, but here are some cool images I stumbled upon. Enjoy!





Thursday, December 31, 2009

No news is good news

Good riddance 2009!
We watched the Pixar movie "UP" on Christmas, and I then stumbled upon this amazing video by Pogo, a glitchpop artist from Australia. Hopefully you enjoy it as much as I do!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

so this is what my childhood looked like




my apologies for the lack of updates. life is crazy right now, but a good "once i'm done with finals i get to come home!" crazy.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Lesson learned.

When snowboarding at altitudes far from your normal living elevation, drink lots and lots of water, or you will get dehydrated.

I got to go to Keystone all day yesterday, which was absolutely awesome. I am super sore, but it was worth it. However, even though I threw a water bottle in my jacket pocket, I never refilled it, and am now paying for it with a monster headache. I fell asleep last night at nine pm, and didn't wake up today till eleven. I then went and ate some food, checked facebook, and was back to bed for a three hour nap within an hour. Ahhh, Sundays. Now it is seven o'clock and I should probably start thinking about studying for my two tests this week. Oh boy. But, now I know to drink lots of water while snowboarding, so I don't end up with a bummer of a headache. Mom and Dad are going to visit me next weekend, and I'm pretty excited to eat some real food and see Lola, because I know Mom is going to bring her for me :)

Monday, November 2, 2009

Some trick, some treat.

Trick: It's 1 in the morning and stringing together words right now isn't such the best idea. I'll update everything else when sleep isn't at such a premium.
Treat: Pictures of the long anticipated peacock costume.

(update - i just read the first full sentence; completely unintentional. told you writing at this hour was a bad plan.)






Sunday, October 18, 2009

meh

that's all i feel like saying;
meh.
another week, another weekend;
meh.
shower, laundry, essays, cleaning;
meh.
getting no response, having no clue;
meh.

meh.
meh.
meh.


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

ameritrip

two days and i saw so much;
new york city's lady liberty,
philadelphia's independance hall,
chicago's sears tower and
denver's grey-green mountains.
my weekend adventure was just that,
an absolute adventure.
flying standby to popular destinations
resulted in much waiting and not knowing,
but also ended in a side trip to chicago's
rogers park to crash at a friend's apartment.
although i hate to say it, it's really so very true;
even more than visiting and catching up,
i loved the traveling, like i always have.
perhaps it helped i was traveling with friends,
or that new york fell upon fresh eyes,
but new york was certainly the highlight of my trip.
from times square to central park to just walking around,
(i've only ever been in manhatten),
there aren't many parts of the city i don't like.
i even navigated without a map. and i got around like a local.
it's easy, really; 'streets' run east to west, with numbers that
help locate them, southern streets are lower numbers,
northern streets are higher ones.
Avenues run north to south, with lower numbered avenues
being to the west, getting higher as you walk east.
everything is in a grid pattern, except broadway,
but it does what it wants.
philadelphia, denver or chicago do not have such
practical street naming practices, unfortunately.
my room is still an absolute wreck with my luggage
and all, but i'm being productive regardless, so it's ok.
i also would like to inform you that i didn't take any pictures.
at all. the whole entire trip.
i pulled out my camera on the bus trip to new york,
and decided that instead of trying to take pictures
to remember everything about it, to catch the right shot,
to line things up and make sure eyes are open,
i was just going to enjoy every moment of it,
with my mental camera rolling every instant.
it was really, surprisingly, so nice to not worry
about taking the perfect pictures of everything.
added bonus?: i didn't look like a tourist.
especially without my map.
hopefully i'll be able to keep up my traveling escapades,
but with my college student budget, we'll see how it goes.
i'm certainly looking forward to ohio, though,
i hear lola really misses me.


Sunday, October 4, 2009

I think I talk to you best when I sing...


I sing about almost everything.
- Manchester Orchestra

i decided i don't care much for the word 'should.'
and that i'm not blogging as much as i need to be.

but, there are several exciting updates, and i know for a fact
that a big reason i didn't blog last sunday was due to my lack of news.

update #1: in less than 96 hours, i'll be here: philadelphia. i'm going to visit Nabil and i honestly couldn't be more excited. i love cities and old campuses, so hanging out in philadelphia will be so neat, especially with him.

update #2: in less than 72 hours, i'll get to see dad! he has work in salt lake city, a coworker in golden, and me in fort collins. not only will i get to see him, which will be great since he didn't fly out to colorado with us when i moved out, but he's also going to take me to the airport, because we'll both be flying out the same morning, which is so much better than having to take a boring old shuttle. plus this means i miss school thursday and friday. double win.


update #3: in less than 144 hours, i'll be here: new york city. only a two hour bus ride from philadelphia, it's probably, hands down, one of my favorite places. Nabil has never been before, either, which means I get to introduce him to the magic of the city that never sleeps. we were able to get crazy cheap bus tickets too, so it won't be too bad on our college student budgets. i for sure want to visit times square and central park. even though i've been to new york city two other times, we have somehow managed to never make it to the famed park. so hopefully we'll get time to visit there, times square and wherever else we may end up. i'm going to try really hard to not make this a spending money kind of trip because, number one, i don't have a lot to spend and number two, i'm not flying to the east coast to spend my time in stores with nabil, but rather take everything in, because while fort collins and denver are certainly large cities, they pale in comparison to nyc. i'm really stoaked.




update #4: since i'm a nice person, i decided to buy myself some new snowboarding gear for my birthday, which just so happens to be tomorrow. i ended up scoring a burton winter jacket,
snowpants that look like jeans, a sweater, a hat, and a thermal shirt and pants for under $130. how's that for bargain shopping? since i know mom will ask for pictures anyway, i just beat her to the punch. so bam, pictures! i didn't take one of my snowpants because i had already put them away where i store things and it wasn't worth my hassle. but, i love the coat and the crazy thermal pants are super comfortable!


update #5: i think i'm beginning to develop martha stewart syndrome. i have always enjoyed crafting, making things, being creative, or just messing around, but in the last 48 hours, i've painted an alligator, decoupaged a frame, decoupaged a notebook, and am planning on making some killer stationary/cards. wooo. here are pictures, because i like pictures. and i've got this neat bracelet, two actually, that's just a friendship bracelet with neat designs and whatnot. it's made out of several different colors and is pretty intricate, and i've met a few people who know how to make them, so hopefully i'll be making bracelets soon too! haha, crafting was honestly all i did on friday night, besides go to michael's to buy craft supplies. best friday night i've had in a while.

update #6: i believe i am out of updates. classes are going alright, nothing too crazy, and snow should be here before i know it. i'm crazy excited, but nervous too because i haven't been out on the snow in a pretty long time. but things are going good and i'm in great spirits because of my quickly approaching adventure. also, the mountain's trees don't change colors during the fall. the leaves just tease us and get yellow tips and then the leaves fall to the ground, so an east coast visit will be so great to see what a real fall looks like, once again. i wont be posting next sunday, as i'll be gone, but hopefully i'll be able to put pictures up for you from new york city and philadelphia later that week.

Monday, September 21, 2009

"Mountains should be climbed with as little effort as possible and without desire. The reality of your own nature should determine the speed. If you become restless, speed up. If you become winded, slow down. You climb the mountain in an equilibrium between reslessness and exhaustion. Then, when you're no longer thinking ahead, each footstep isn't just a means to an end but a unique event in itself. This leaf has jegged edges. This rock looks loose. From this place the snow is less visible, even though closer. These are things you should notice anyway. To live only for some future goal is shallow. It's the sides of the mountain which sustain life, not the top. Here's where things grow.
But of course, without the top you can't have any sides. It's the top that defines the sides. So on we go... we have a long way... no hurry... just one step after the next." - Robert M. Pirsig, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

I didn't blog yesterday because there really wasn't anything I could think of to blog about. However, I realized that that's not entirely true and I talk enough, so I should be able to put some words down. So here we go.

Every morning I wake up and change the countdown date for my trip to Philadelphia, to visit Nabil and see New York City. It's safe to say that I'm pretty excited to see a cute familiar face, and to tour the city that never sleeps. While sitting in art class, I was talking to the kid next to me, and found out today was his birthday. I then realized that my birthday is also coming up and I had completely forgotten. I had been so preoccupied focusing on my trip to even notice what was before me. It really isn't significant, but it reminded me of this passage from ZATAOMM, which I posted above. I don't even really know how I stumbled across the book, probably because I read too many classics and liked the title, but it is one of the most though provoking books I have read. Just like climbers solely focused on the top of the mountain, we all too often miss the sides, the part of the mountain that actually sustains life. That's all I really have, besides pictures. I hope your Monday isn't rainy, windy and ridiculously cold like it is here.



This picture is just adorable.


This picture reminds me of my mom and the time she had sushi with Dad when they were dating. Technically, we're never supposed to bring the story up again, but I'm in Colorado, so there's not much they can do. Hee hee :)


Monday, September 14, 2009

To be known

I think, no, I know that it is in human nature to want to be known. To be acknowledged and recognized is part of our social desires, and being in a place where nobody knows you by sight is a tough thing. Having hung out with a lot of other out-of-state students, this seems to be one of the biggest parts of adjusting to a new life in college. I've been fortunate enough to find a fun group of kids who are all so different from one another but are part of the crucial community that I have become a part of. Last Tuesday night, as I went to Young Life on campus, I got the opportunity to spend my weekend at Crooked Creek Ranch, a gorgeous Young Life camp in the mountains, directly west of Denver. Although I was the only one from my group of friends who went, I was quickly pulled into the group of people who have dedicated their lives to helping spread the love. Although it felt nice to be back on campus, it feels even nicer to be part of another great community.





This is a video I captured during the ClaimJumper, a huge swing we went off of. Obviously the camera didn't stay like I had it, so if you put your right ear to your right shoulder, it makes a little more sense. Haha, basically proof I did it :)

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